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❝ If I were just your average 23-year-old girl, and I called the police to say that there were strange men sleeping on my lawn and following me to Starbucks, they would leap into action. But because I am a famous person, well, sorry, ma’am, there’s nothing we can do. It makes no sense … I am just not OK with it. It’s as simple as that. I am just a normal girl and a human being, and I haven’t been in this long enough to feel like this is my new normal. I’m not going to find peace with it.
When drunk, you will slur every word but my name.
When you pass out from intoxication, you will tell your mother that it was from too much vodka and no one was there to stop you.
you were alone.
She will not ask about me.
You will wonder why.
Three weeks ago, when I called her, I told her to stop asking about me,
to stop reassuring you that the next phone call would be from me,
because this was the last.
we both cried.
you will wear out the knees of your jeans praying I will come back.
I will wear out my voice screaming in the middle of the night,
always screaming that I miss you.
we were right for each other, but wrong at love.
we were not good enough,
we will never be good enough.
THIS IS WHAT MY FAMILY DOES FOR FUN.
THEY PUT FIRE CRACKERS INSIDE BOUNCYBALLS, AND THEY THROW THEM.
THEY BOUNCE IN UNPREDICTABLE DIRECTIONS AND EXPLODE IN AN UNPREDICTED PLACES.
GUYS I AM IN A TOWN WITH A SERIOUSLY CRAZY DROUGHT. THIS IS NOT OKAY.